Thursday, September 20, 2007

Today, 20 Sept 07, just out of sudden..I wanted to write something..Friends, are they really important? Few of my best friends, they leaving tommorow, 12.55am to UK..This is the first time, I felt as if part of me got separated from me, neither arms or legs but my soul..I rarely cry, and definely wont cry over this small matter; just to continue the education. But,still...i cried, i had try my very very very best to hold it, but, tears just flushed down to the floor, right in front of everyone in the cafeteria. haha! Guys should bleed, not tears..guess i should change my 'sex'..Although was very paiseh, but, i still . . . .Guys, sorry bout that, i dont meant to be ...People might say, leave to reunite. Ha! This might be true, might not..That saying just trying to comfort ourselves, our soul..believing we might meet again someday~ But,from the first second you apart from others, you might not be seeing them anymore.. I experienced that before! I felt Im so weak, always ask God for more.. But, what had i done to remain what i have? Nothing......Sorry, Sumi, Sonny, Janice, and everyone out there..i not meant to 'bully' on purpose, just i worried, i might have no chance to do so again..that's why the saying, cherish every moment u have, is utterly true!! haha..said till like my 'ajal' coming soon..choi choi choi! I had my lunch with them, just an hour, too much of flashbacks came across my mind..Thank guys for the jokes to cheer me up, i just knew it was so 'sejuk sejuk' at that moment..NOt necessary only that moment, is been 'sejuk' for that 3years..haha! I was amazed years dont judge the friendship..Our friendship is not less than those i had met for 17years..If time can fallback, I will guarantee, we will go out everyday...I regretted.ha! Just to name some (name all will takes me 3years to write them down):

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