I had no proper sleep last night...the night seems to be long for me...i wanted to hear no more stories or facts from both parties, and remain un-biased...Both are my friends, even though one i knew for 2years plus and the other knew for couple of months..But, time frame, wealth and appearance dont judge friendship. Guess what some of my close friends said are correct, i care for people too much! The mystery France mind reader, you are right as well, i have no stress for myself, and my stress-trigger elements are always the one around me~haha! Actually i shouldnt give a damm on this, cause are their problems and they are BIG enough to settle by their own...and sorry guys, made ya guys worried so much for me...and forgive me not telling you what actually happened...I used to experience once before(friends -> enemies), but, now we are back to close friends. We hated each other so so much last time, and till an extend, we sit down and settle our misunderstandings. Sitting back and think for a sec, is this how elderly people should exampled themselves for the younger generation?! That's why i agree with a saying..Give up pride and past, most problems can be solved within minutes. So, hopefully both of them can become friends back..like last time~
I been backstabbed till have no feelings for that, and I am numb with the feeling of crying...but,who's in my shoe? haha..none! Im now spiritual tortured as the middleman..who's in my shoe now? none as well! haha..Past were my worst nightmares! haha..Last time, i cant wait to the next day of working...cause wondering what will happen the next day, is really exciting! Laughters and jokes..But, now...everything got sweeped away by the evil warlord!! At last, i slightly understand why the labour force is covered by a cloud of dark force in the realities. You will only be the light if you are strong and powerful~You wont know who should be trusted and yet you have to pretend..You are never yourself in working force~ okok, should stop myself from being depression..According to a research published on NATURE Oct issue, constant depression will reduce life span by 16years!!! gosh! God has mercy, minus one day enough! dont minus too much of my life span~haha..
;7:22 PM
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Been WEEKS not updating this....Over past few weeks, i would summarize everything into..
a) Girls/women are complicated and sensitive somehow (not all, but most).. b) U will hardly be yourself in reality world..Im currently seeking for REAL friends..haha! c) Knowing more people or socialize people is not a smart move. d) Wealth speaks everything in reality..how sad is this..This motivates me to hit my first million before the age of 26. GUARANTEE! e) There's never enough for enough.. f) Depend on no one, and loose nothing.. g) Girls choose what's the best out of guys, same goes to guys...Be strong, or u will never ended up in the list..Kick arses time! huhu! h) Dare not say NO spelled troubles upon you.. i) Every move package with a reason. j) Exercise improve health! haha~